I'm Tired

I'm tired!
Tired of all the bullshyt and excuses that you bring.
Tired of all the drama and your circles of gloom.
Wish to God I had listened and just said: No.
Too tired to argue yet too strong to be victimized.
Fuk U and Fuk NO we can't harmonize - I'm tired of your games and the lies.
I know my worth and although it's painfully true I wished you'd seen it too.
Tired of all the bullshyt and excuses that you bring.
Tried of all the drama and the show you perform in.
One man band!
Ready, Aim - BANG!!!
I know my worth and even though I love you - I love me, even more.

I'm out!



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What I need

I need more time.
I need to be in my mans arms; where it's safe and warm.
I need to feel the weight of your body against mine.
I need there not to ever lapse time where I forget the sensation of your lips at the nape of my neck.
I need to be loved to the fullest extent, continuously.
I need there to never ever be any sexual frustration - Mami, always said whatever you don't do, somebody else will. So, I make sure that I DO it all for you.
I need to know that its okay for me to creatively express my thoughts without sounding alarms.
I need to be cared for deeply and earnestly with no regard as to who's watching.
I need to love and be loved, I'm ready for love and all of its flaws.
All I WANT is YOU
What I NEED is YOU

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05.10.09
1:21pm