Phuk Rite - COOK rite
Mami made it clear "what you won't do, somebody else will"It's true; but all men don't derserve that Phuk Rite - COOK rite mentality.
A seldom few do, I've met 2 - 1 didn't know what to do and the other barely had the time but no matter, I do what I can and trust that I don't just bring something to the table - I set that MothaPhuker on FIRE!!
I do what I can and trust that with the right partner we can take on the world. I have class, education, and talents are plenty but this is about primal instinct - there's no logic required. No feminist views, chauvenistic ways just that natural connection between a man and a woman.
It's called "Phuk Rite - COOK rite"
It's in my blood to love so deep that the left side of your brain starts to work. It's who I am and how I want to be a good woman, person, true friend and esteemed lover. It's how I treat 'em and expect to be treated. Delicate like a flower, sweet, free-flowing like water, FRESH; no aftertaste! That's me.
Phuk Rite - COOK rite
That's the mentality I keep because when I'm with you-I'm with you; mind, body, spirit. I belong to you and although that sounds real good, one must remember that my everything ain't for everybody. Open me up; it's gonna take some time to adjust - like I said my everything ain't been for everybody. However, I'm willing and open to trying "new things."
Phuk Rite - COOK rite
It's nothing wrong with submitting and taking care of your man, so long as he's protecting and providing then we won't have a problem, but as soon as our love song skips a beat.
It's time to call this meeting to order, cause I Phuk Rite-COOK rite.
Bx 176
06.20.09
5:14pm
Saturday, June 20, 2009
It won't be me
It won't be me.
No, sir!
Negative.
She was the prettiest thing walking, when they met - She was young & supple.
P.Y.T. = Pretty Young Thang! Yes, that was her.
He was an experienced man, had money, charm, established and he knew how to take care of a woman.
No, sir! Negative, it won't be me.
He sure did, so much so he felt the need for 2-3, even though he was married.
There she was; she was free as a bird but powerful like a stallion. She was the equivalent of a Grown 'lil girl, if ever there was such.
No, sir! Negative, it won't be me.
She fell in love, deeply, passionately in love.
She loved him, he adored her but he wouldn't leave his wife.
No, sir! Negative, it won't be me.
She got a house, a car and a night on the town every other week and a vacation here and there.
There she was; not so free we heard Maya Angelou say she knew "why the caged bird sings" she was now immulating a lost soul, still beautiful but slowly dying on the inside...
No, sir! It won't be me.
She's not as strong as she use to be, too many abortions to recount or recollect. Alone, because as a mistress she's lost her self respect. Playing 2nd fiddle and accepting what's given to her, never asking for what's owed to her.
No, sir! Negative, it won't be me.
Time waits for no one, woman/man - 30+ years have gone by but she stood by her man, even though he wasn't really hers; she was there whenever he needed her. She gave new meaning to the phrase "old faithful" he raised his family, she dreamed of what hers could've been.
No, sir! Negative, it won't be me.
Pretty Young Thang, beautiful as kept - now, she's an old maid standing at her doorstep waiting...
No, sir!
Negative.
It won't be me.
Bx 176
06.20.09 @12:52pm
No, sir!
Negative.
She was the prettiest thing walking, when they met - She was young & supple.
P.Y.T. = Pretty Young Thang! Yes, that was her.
He was an experienced man, had money, charm, established and he knew how to take care of a woman.
No, sir! Negative, it won't be me.
He sure did, so much so he felt the need for 2-3, even though he was married.
There she was; she was free as a bird but powerful like a stallion. She was the equivalent of a Grown 'lil girl, if ever there was such.
No, sir! Negative, it won't be me.
She fell in love, deeply, passionately in love.
She loved him, he adored her but he wouldn't leave his wife.
No, sir! Negative, it won't be me.
She got a house, a car and a night on the town every other week and a vacation here and there.
There she was; not so free we heard Maya Angelou say she knew "why the caged bird sings" she was now immulating a lost soul, still beautiful but slowly dying on the inside...
No, sir! It won't be me.
She's not as strong as she use to be, too many abortions to recount or recollect. Alone, because as a mistress she's lost her self respect. Playing 2nd fiddle and accepting what's given to her, never asking for what's owed to her.
No, sir! Negative, it won't be me.
Time waits for no one, woman/man - 30+ years have gone by but she stood by her man, even though he wasn't really hers; she was there whenever he needed her. She gave new meaning to the phrase "old faithful" he raised his family, she dreamed of what hers could've been.
No, sir! Negative, it won't be me.
Pretty Young Thang, beautiful as kept - now, she's an old maid standing at her doorstep waiting...
No, sir!
Negative.
It won't be me.
Bx 176
06.20.09 @12:52pm
Thursday, June 18, 2009
It's like I'm 5 all over, again
It's like I'm 5 all over, again.
It's hard dealing wth the pain. The only true intimacy I enjoy is emotional; the physical has always been an obstacle.
I use to think it was the fault of my partner but now that i've grown and left that relationship the problems still persists-terrifying pain as soon as he enters at times it's tolerable but at other times-I hide my face and think of other things, there's no hope.
It's like I'm 5 all over, again. Here he comes, mommy where are you? Don't leave me here! Please, don't go! Please. I can't remember everything but as clear as day I remember crying but of course back then no rational adult would think that someone especially their own relative would be preying on their child.
It affects the rest of your life no matter what you do, where you go its always there-fear, pain along with a permanent reaction to second guess and/or doubt yourself een when you know it's right. It's like I'm 5 all over, again.
I have yet to seek professional help on this...but the pain and scars are starting to run so deep that I no longer see a way out-it's like I'm 5 all over, again.
I want out!
Bx 176 06.18.09
::sent from my Treo Pro::
W: http://phatgyrl.blogspot.com
It's hard dealing wth the pain. The only true intimacy I enjoy is emotional; the physical has always been an obstacle.
I use to think it was the fault of my partner but now that i've grown and left that relationship the problems still persists-terrifying pain as soon as he enters at times it's tolerable but at other times-I hide my face and think of other things, there's no hope.
It's like I'm 5 all over, again. Here he comes, mommy where are you? Don't leave me here! Please, don't go! Please. I can't remember everything but as clear as day I remember crying but of course back then no rational adult would think that someone especially their own relative would be preying on their child.
It affects the rest of your life no matter what you do, where you go its always there-fear, pain along with a permanent reaction to second guess and/or doubt yourself een when you know it's right. It's like I'm 5 all over, again.
I have yet to seek professional help on this...but the pain and scars are starting to run so deep that I no longer see a way out-it's like I'm 5 all over, again.
I want out!
Bx 176 06.18.09
::sent from my Treo Pro::
W: http://phatgyrl.blogspot.com
They need a voice
They need a voice, one with power RESPECT
WE the people or are you just ONE of those people NEGATIVE
They need a voice, one with power RESPECT
Quien dice?
Who says? YOU
Who says? YOU
They need a voice, one with power RESPECT
AFFIRMATIVE action, how about starting with being PROACITVE
GREATNESS in NUMBERS
GREATNESS in NUMBERS
Buying power vs. Voting power
Who’s next?
They need a voice, one with power REQUEST POLICY because of our quantity
WE the people or AM I just ONE of those people
Who’s next?
They need a voice, one with power REQUEST POLICY because of our quantity
WE the people or AM I just ONE of those people
Viva la Raza LATINA en Total
NOne of our CHILDren LEFT Behind!!!
They need a voice ‘ONE with RESPECT
They need a voice ‘ONE with RESPECT
Dispel ALL NEGATIVES
YOU just be
I AM part of those people LATINOS, Greatness in NUMBERS
They know OUR BUYING power just what do you think will happen when we show them OUR VOTING power
WE the people will be requesting NEW POLICY
It’s our TURN no more: Who’s next?
WE NEED A VOICE
YOU just be
I AM part of those people LATINOS, Greatness in NUMBERS
They know OUR BUYING power just what do you think will happen when we show them OUR VOTING power
WE the people will be requesting NEW POLICY
It’s our TURN no more: Who’s next?
WE NEED A VOICE
Viva la Raza con PODER
Quien dice?
Who says?I’m NOT ONE of those PEOPLE
I am those people their voice one with power and respect; each of my milestones dispels the negatives.
Who says? I do! None of my children will be left behind; they need my voice our greatness is in numbers and I see all possibilities.
Bx176 4.17.08 at 9:41pm
From the Projects to Princeton, viva Sotomayor!!!
One.
Who says?I’m NOT ONE of those PEOPLE
I am those people their voice one with power and respect; each of my milestones dispels the negatives.
Who says? I do! None of my children will be left behind; they need my voice our greatness is in numbers and I see all possibilities.
Bx176 4.17.08 at 9:41pm
From the Projects to Princeton, viva Sotomayor!!!
One.
The Bullshyt-The Drama
The bullshyt!
The Drama!
I'm to comfortable and way too accepting of others imperfections-it has to be that or I'm just that damn stupid.
The bullshyt!
The Drama!
I sacrificed my needs for your wants how dumb of me-I finally phucked mysef! Not really a good feeling, this much I can tell you.
The Bullshyt!
The Drama!
How do I get myself into this nonsense-WTF?
Am I not worthy of true admiration and love, this can't be?!?!
The Bullshyt!
The Drama!
As a professional, I can make things work in my favor while still appeasing the needs/wants of my peers. It's baffling that I can't do the same for love.
The Bullshyt!
The Drama!
I just don't have time for it or you.
Bx 176
::sent from my Treo Pro::
W: http://phatgyrl.blogspot.com
The Drama!
I'm to comfortable and way too accepting of others imperfections-it has to be that or I'm just that damn stupid.
The bullshyt!
The Drama!
I sacrificed my needs for your wants how dumb of me-I finally phucked mysef! Not really a good feeling, this much I can tell you.
The Bullshyt!
The Drama!
How do I get myself into this nonsense-WTF?
Am I not worthy of true admiration and love, this can't be?!?!
The Bullshyt!
The Drama!
As a professional, I can make things work in my favor while still appeasing the needs/wants of my peers. It's baffling that I can't do the same for love.
The Bullshyt!
The Drama!
I just don't have time for it or you.
Bx 176
::sent from my Treo Pro::
W: http://phatgyrl.blogspot.com
Friday, June 5, 2009
I'm Sleepy
I'm sleepy, but not tired if there's even a difference - IDK & don't care! So, I'm up @ the scribes I GUESS I'm looking for my next big break or piece rather.
I'm trying - I really am but it's just not coming to me and I'm not feeling any kind of way - maybe, that's it I stopped feeling? Lord, I hope not! I like my feelings; they bring out my sparkling personality ;-) well, I do what I can lol.
I'm tired, life is strange the way it plays out-you just never know what to expect, except the unexpected <--- there's a play on words for you, lol.
I wish I could just write and each piece be picturesque and when one reads through it they see, feel and understand what I'm saying.
It is possible that this could be too far fetched but then again, I never thought I'd be writer.
BX 176
06.06.09 @ 1:09am
::sent from my Treo Pro::
W: http://phatgyrl.blogspot.com
I'm trying - I really am but it's just not coming to me and I'm not feeling any kind of way - maybe, that's it I stopped feeling? Lord, I hope not! I like my feelings; they bring out my sparkling personality ;-) well, I do what I can lol.
I'm tired, life is strange the way it plays out-you just never know what to expect, except the unexpected <--- there's a play on words for you, lol.
I wish I could just write and each piece be picturesque and when one reads through it they see, feel and understand what I'm saying.
It is possible that this could be too far fetched but then again, I never thought I'd be writer.
BX 176
06.06.09 @ 1:09am
::sent from my Treo Pro::
W: http://phatgyrl.blogspot.com
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