I keep asking myself

I keep asking myself, Why or how could I let this be?
I fell in love, a deep love almost like an oasis of love not blissful ignorant love but strong; deeply connected love.
I keep asking myself, how or why did I let this be?
No straight answer from him or me, I'm in a safe zone.
We ran across the highway of love so rapidly, we never saw, I never saw it coming.
It was deep; our love-there's no explanation for it-it's just who we are simple yet complex.
The good is just enough and the badder the better!

Still, I keep asking myself how or why did I let this be?
Faithfully & Eternally, I will always love him-but he's not mine for the taking but when our bodies combine - it's chaotic passion and if you've never had it, go on and try it-it'll soothe all woes.
There's balance:
Love-Hate
Hot-Cold
Love-Lust
Trust-Deceit

There's no rhyme or reason-it's raw feeling; TRUE emotion.
I keep asking myself, how or why could I let this be?
I thought closely, without me there is no him.

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