I'm in Love

I'm in love, so in love or at least I thought I was...
I don't know what happened to me/us?
But, now I'm here alone and torn between two loves
I love him, I love him but he never loved me back or at least not how I wanted him to.
I'm so in love or at least I use to be.
I'm not sure what happened to or it went wrong but I'm here alone, torn love.
I love him
I loved him, but he wasn't ready and now he says "I'm ready!"
I love you.
I've waiting to hear him say that of his own accord.

He beams so brightly when he sees me.
He openly says I miss you, I really do.
I had so much fun with him but he hurt me.
I can't put myself out here, again not to him.
I love him.
I use to love him.
So, why do I still miss him?

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